& God must have loved you so much to take you away so soon

I remember imagining you lying in the hospital bed...moaning and wishing that you would just die...i know suppose i will do the exact same thing you did...

Of course I know that all things die, I just never thought that she would die so soon. So brutally taken from me.

Remember when I said, "I'd be here forever"?
I never lied.
I'm still here.
Even if you don't see me...

So many words to speak.
But my mouth is dry.
This is the end.
Will you remember me?
Or will I be just a fading shadow on the wall?

Sliting my wrists doesn't hurt as much as your *love* does.

Maybe when you find out i'm dead, you'll realise what you did to me

Even in death, our memories haunt my mind.

Her only thought was if anyone would notice. Notice If she just did the final cut. Noone even notices her when she's alive. Why when she's gone?

i wonder if it is all in my head
but as they close the coffin its offical i am dead