Everytime you lied...my heart shattered again...but that night you died...my heart just came to an end

::BLOOD::

Bleeding red down my arm
Leaving me in wonder if I'll live
Opening my eyes to the possible death
Of the family that will never understand
that
Death sounds so good to this faiding girl

They never saw this coming, it came as such a suprise
They thought I'd come out of depression, they never suspected suicide

'Family Suicide'

This one is for my friend..she just lost someone close to her...RIP ilana Tregus...You are missed greatly...You'll be ok mel

I'm too ashamed to step out of my room
I fear death is coming way too soon
Rotting away my heart within
Suicide my final sin..

See what you made me in you love,
sent me to the devil in hell up above.

I craved your name into a bullet, so everyone would no you were the last thing running through my head!

Blow a bullet through my head & declare me dead

Lonely sidewalks sense of pain.
itchin hands slit the vain
heart is sick flush the drain
Kill yourself or go insane.

Suicide is not chosen; it happens when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain.