Why live in a world when you can live in your head?

Sorri 4 my tear stained face,
im searching 4 a betta place.
sorri 4 the blood on the wall,
im sorri i cant take it anymor.

Life is a race we'll never win

~*Im not afraid of death, im not even afraid of pain, im just afraid of whats to come afterwards..*~

Let go of the past...
Look at the future and never look back...
A mistake in the past can not be changed...
Even if you can wash the blood off your hands...
But you can not wash the sin in your heart...

...Just Waiting For My Turn To Die

When your breath is too weak to blow out the candle,
and the dripping of your blood does instead.
You know that you are almost free,
You know that you are almost dead.

Death comes only once, t'is my lullaby
And for one last time, I must say goodbye

Why live for tommorow;
When you can die today?

- I swear to god Ill hold this gun to your head and make you bleed every tear that I shed -