When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep - not screaming, like the passengers in his car.

The days were harder, that they knew, but persisted to ignore
and so like smiles, they faked their shock, when they walked through the door

-new poem "her road pt.1"

If I Find You're Dead, I'm Giving Up. I'm Giving In...

~FountainsOfBlood

To remember you're gone: to bring me to tears,
To know that you're gone, and have been for years.
To know that you're there. And i am still here.

From 'to remember'

I'm dying on the inside and crying on the out,
I'm wishing to be happy but all I do is shout.

Nightmares all night
I cant make it right
We constantly fight
And I think I just might
Put out my broken hearts light

Some must die so others may live
But we miss the one's that die with all our hearts

If he hadnt of killed himself i would have tortured him.

IiF YOU WORRY, YOU DiiE.
iiF YOU DONT WORRY, YOU ALSO
DiiE. SO WHY WORRY??

My heart dropped to the ground when i heard you tried to kill yourself and then it makes me mad when i think of all the people who are fighting just to stay alive.