# Going to his funeral would make his death too real
I'm so afraid to think. So scared to feel .

And as she lays dying
she remains crying
because he is not
HERS.

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Scared to die... even more scared to live

I was burnt alive in my dream the other night ... funny how our minds always speak the truth yet our brains try to hide it .

Thoughts of suicide have always crossed my mind -- forgive me if this world is something i dont want!

Every step forward you take towards life,
closer you get to your death,
every second tht ticks with your breath,
you lose time to live at every step.

I stand on the edge
and close my eyes
and wonder what its like to fly
(oops! i slipped)

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To those who judge me you cut my life short
to those who loved me you got me this far

Stand alone in a crowd of people,
Drowning in a sea of air,
Buring in a fire of ice,
Living a life of death.

Don't forget about 9-11...
...That's today, 'member?
Remember how many people died?...
...over 30,000 people...
You probably were sitting in class freaking out..
...30,000 people...Don't forget that...