One day older,
one day closer,
til the day i die!!!

So to you all i bid farewel
As i slip into disfunctional hell
I wish i may i wish i might
Just maybe survive daddy tonight...

*Took from my poem "Daddy, daddy"*

**You will never truly know pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love and they take that final breath and leave you!**

Some times im low
some times i feel like letting go
i feel like giving up
its all i got

People laugh and people cry,
Do you realise that one day I'll die?

Take The Coffin, I Won't Be Needing It.

So she crawls to hall she leans on the wall,And she silently sits and dies.
People gathered in awe because they for-saw "this girls" rapid decline.

from one of my poems

Sometimes when you're in so deep,
its just easier to drown.

Suicide is not chosen; it happens
when pain exceeds
resources for coping with pain

When you went to the other side, I wept, because I couldn't follow.