See what you made me in you love,
sent me to the devil in hell up above.

I'm too ashamed to step out of my room
I fear death is coming way too soon
Rotting away my heart within
Suicide my final sin..

This one is for my friend..she just lost someone close to her...RIP ilana Tregus...You are missed greatly...You'll be ok mel

They never saw this coming, it came as such a suprise
They thought I'd come out of depression, they never suspected suicide

'Family Suicide'

::BLOOD::

Bleeding red down my arm
Leaving me in wonder if I'll live
Opening my eyes to the possible death
Of the family that will never understand
that
Death sounds so good to this faiding girl

Everytime you lied...my heart shattered again...but that night you died...my heart just came to an end

Please dont leave me
Im not ready to let you go
Please dont leave me
you're my only hope...

On the outside I'm smiling
On the inside I'm crying
Theres nothing to live for

I'm slowly dying......

Sad souls watch me cry..
howling sounds before i die.
imparing me from sense & touch.
Taking me to devils grutch..
If only you could see this pain..
Take me in your arms again,
Bring me back to life again..!

You are fading little by little evereyday and I can't pretend that you are fine anymore. It's almost as if the veil had been drawn, my eyes have been cleared and now for once, I can't say "I'm Okay" without making it a lie.