Drowning in the dark blood of would-be brothers who,
beyond the pressing of fingers, those for whom
the slice is only the beginning, and a different kind
of light comes in, begs recognition and peace of mind.

Tears fall, blood drips, how did it come to this?

All she wants id for you to notice her. would you take a bullet for her. will you kill her when she smiles? just love her.

Ring around her life
A heart full of lies
ashes ashes she finally fell down
Blood in the water
Blood in the bed
The day has come
And she is finally dead

A razor to my wrist
And a knife to my heart
From this world
I will soon depart

(c) Sophie

This broken heart will never mend,
so never shall I breathe again

I had told you to stop
told you to drop dead
now i want to take back
everything i said

Eternity is a word i love
it means gone forever beneath the sun

Im sorry for the way i cut
im sorry for the bruised wrist
im sorry 4everything ive done
im sorry for my last regret

&& sometimes i just wish i could fall asleep in a hospital bed.. all these thoughts running through my head, then the doctor turns to my family and says : "There's no way she could have faked it.. I'm sorry.. she isn't gonna make it."