If only your eyes could be this revealing
if only your heart could be this cold
maybe your words wouldn't be so deceiving
maybe then i wouldn't feel so alone...

In my mind SUICIDE and MURDER and are the same thing , even tho YOU pull the trigger or push the blade , SOCIETY kills you

[&&]I feel like giving up on it all...

I know your watching down on me from heaven...but i still wish you could be watching over me down here

[&&] Death never tasted so sweet

Drugs and drinks,
Cloud and rain,
A smiling face,
With washed away pain,
Heaven above,
Hells below,
The former my home,
Ill never know.

and now that ur gone..i dont know what to do without you. and now that i realize this.. i know now that i miss you.

I'm not trying to die... I'm trying to cut the rubberbands areound my wrist that are consticing me on the inside.

I know I'm being a coward. I know I'm running away. I know I 'm going to mess things up for the ones around me.... but thats why they don't need someone as selfish as me...

And When I Die
Bury Me With
A Razorblade Kiss
And A Photograph
Of All Those I Am
Going To Surely Miss