I wish i could run away forever and not turn back..why.. because..at least i would have a lifee. running and running and running away.

Well.shes.not.bleeding.on.the.bathroom.floor.
just.for.[attention].

Music turned up loud and zoned out of reality makes the pain seem so much less...but when the knifes laid down and the musics gone your all thats in my head.

Why is it so hard to forget you?

I know that everything has to die but why does my heart have to be first?

I remember when I was a child, and was always afraid of dieing and losing what I had...now all I can do is look at what I don't have, and wish I where dead!

And the pain just got to be to much for her to handle........

The dark angel follows her.
The dark angel watches her.
The dark angel stalkes her.
The dark angel kill's her.

I don't need a reason to kill myself, I need a reason not to.

I don't wanna go to sleep
I'm scared I will wake up

If i commit suicide it will not be to destroy myself but to put myself back together again.