Grief, pain and death are the only feelings I know, my memory of love; lost, pushing me closer to my demise
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doomed till death
dungeonbat (ts)

If I died would you come after me?
Would you mourn for me?
or would you live on and forget me....

&& i feel no bravery just sadness and i think to myself maybe it is all worth it... to end it all and put me out of my pain... but then i think of those who will be left alone... so now i just fade away and pretend like nothing is wrong

I looked into her eyes and saw nothing but emptyness... her arm had blood dripping from it... she was crying... i reached out for her but then i realised that i was looking in the mirror... it was me...

Nothing is yours (not even your life)
because you cant take it with you when you die

Oh how i wish to summoned death than love
as death is stable;
it comes once in an existence,
and it goes on without a twinge
... without a trace
... without him.

So I was driving down the road, thinking about how screwed up my life really was, when all of the sudden I realized there were only two yellow painted lines keeping me from colliding with oncoming traffic.

It hurts to think you wouldnt attend my funeral. Even if you knew that you were the reason I died.

As i think about you everyday and everynight i know you wont be there to hold me anymore and tell me you love me because i know your gone but you will always have place in my heart

I woke up and cryed about the horrible dream about you dying and i looked around for you and you wenrt there i got a phone call and it was true i cant belive i lost you