I sit here think about it wonder, how yur sunshine brought about this thunder, leave us now with memories, hundreds of uncertanities, this pain i can not bare!!!

-part of a song we made for my bestfriend who commited sucide-

Lossing grip, one by one my fingers slip..

You walked away from your pain and troubles, not knowing how many people cared, not knowing how i'd react, you told me to be strong and carry on, but its not enough, why did u have to leave

I wasn't attempting to commit suicide...I just like how the tip of the gun tastes...

Death is just another part of the endless drive

Im finished with all the lies, im tired of hiding, the real truth is, im dieing inside and in the end none of this matters to you

look now you got me talking to my ceiling, i think my life just lost all meaning

Christine, i miss you so much, i hope your happier now..

Why torcher yourself, when life does it for you!!!

Im holding on, but to what everything that ever meant something, means nothign at all anymore...

The ones closest to you hurt you the most!