No one really understands what she's going through, Even though the professionals think they do, But how do they know what goes through her head? -When she lies awake in bed wishing she was dead.

I see you, breathe you, hear your voice in my head everyday ever since you left you're alive in my mind just far away from me where i can't touch you, smell your sweet scent, hold you to my body. i miss you, R.I.P ben i won't ever forget

"When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Dont resent me and when your feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest."
~~From Linkin Park, Leave out all the rest~~

God knows how I miss you,
All the hell I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An sometimes I wonder,
Who you'd be today
-Kenny Chesney

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like a story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
-Kenny Chesney

Im the one that has to die when its MY time to die.
So WHY should I let ANYONE else tell me how to live?
....shitt!

When I die, dont cry because I am dead, cry because I changed your life

*nOt Mine*

I am dead,
please dont try to save me now,
you had your chance,
you gave it up.

That one chance
was my one reason
to stay alive,
now it's gone,
and I am dead

This body only reminds me of my own temporary individuality.

I promise I will never forget you.
I swear I'll live for you.
Ashes to ashes
Dusts to dust.