Stupid, selfish, pain hurt, thats all you'll ever get out of suicide!

Have you ever wondered who would care if you died?

Death was, is, and always will be a mystery to me.

After all, no one ever came back to explain it all for me.

Death is apart of living, giving life its final meaning

As i stare blinky ahead
i feel the skin pulling apart
as the sharp edge of the blade slides across my wrist
the blood lingers from below
crawling out of the opened wound
flowing down my hand
as i slowly seek true happiness

People fear death, but I think of it as a new adventure in your life that will lead you to the next adventure...So if I die.. then I die no big deal...

Death is only the beginning? if thats true can I start soon?

And now im prayin' for the end of time, cuz if i stay one more minute god only knows what i can do....

* ( i WiSh GoD wOuLd HuRrT uP & sEnD fOr Me
Or eLsE i'LL hAvE tO tUrN uP uNaNnOuNcEd ) *

* ( i HaVeN't LeArNeD hOw NoT tO pUt ThE gUn To mY hEaD
BuT i HaVe LeArNeD hoW nOt To PuLL tHe TrIgGeR ) *