For so long when no body hears your cries for help, one begins to think suicide is your only option.

Why should I care? If I am already dying...

You gave me ultimatums. I give myself death little by little.

"It's not the fact that I know am dying that
worries me, it's how bad people handle the
new as if they're the ones dying."

My afterlife matters most than my life at the moment.

What if the problem isn't so temporary n the solution looks more peaceful with each tear you shed and every knife they stick in you?

Oh Dear God one request either change or take me with you.
God please call me with u.
I really don't want to live like this.
Please help me god.
or give me death.
fed up

On rare occasions when we find ourselves looking into the eyes of death himself, only then destiny may show you glimpses of the things she has written in the stars.

At least I got to tell you I love you and kiss you goodbye, I am greatful I saw you smiling and happy before you died.

Being a teenage soldier means coming home with a broken mind, and writing your college application in blood.