Here i am alone
lonely from a broken home
hoping you would hold my hand
and start being a man
but that ended fast
when you took that gun to my head and blast

Somewhere in time I'll wreck
these chains around me
even those inside me
blasting my way free
But in my mind's eye
a vision of ourselves
as we leave this time
and place behind

Do you stay silent
to seem strong inside?
Do you really wanna be
another face in the masquerade?

Death is a gift to the lost and depressed

Life is short so make the best of it and do whatever the hell you wanna becuz before you know it your dead!

This pain/this life/ the tears/ I cry/ this heart/ that breaks/ has died/ BECAUSE OUR LOVE WAS FAKE/

*scream out the last word before every /

My dad was a basic thing in my life now w/o him am nothing

Farwel with hearts of sorrow and tears flowing down my cheeks

Always try to hold onto to what you dont have for long. Cause if you think you are mad at them and will never forgive them you are very wrong.

R.I.P Charles Lewis
10/14/61-5/14/05
This was my dad

Its kinda hard to swallow with your hands around my neck.