Suicide is always an option. but the question is, if youve failed as much as i have, is it the right option?

I want to go to sleep and never wake up.

There are things you can never get back no matter how hard you try.

A suicide note never expires

There's a point when the pain becomes unbearable.

I can't live without you.

What if the only person keeping me alive dies?

I miss you already.

Darkness rises and ashes fall to me you will call...

If life was just, I'd be at my own funeral, just so I could say goodbye to family, friends and loved ones. The biggest party of my life and I won't be there to celebrate it. I feel violated and robbed. Darn you world.