Sitting here with a gleaming knife
Watching scenes from my previous life

I can only die once it has to be painfull slow and something people will rember

Suicide and murder are the same thing.... in the end some body killed somebody else.

To die would be a reward for the b**ch that i am. and for you to kill me, adourned in my blood, would be even better

Death is a big adverture that ill like to take

If i died tonight
the world would keep spining

Death is a permanent solution,
For a temporary problem...

- Sorrow will not forgive

I watch as the minutes pass...waiting impatiently for my time to come

* ( aS i WaTcHeD yOu FaLL aSlEeP
I oNlY h O p E d My PrAyEr
ReAcHeD GoD
& hE [a][C][t][U][a][L][L][y] LiStEnEd ) *

to cat..please..suicide isnt the answer..u cant leave....

My friends suicide note:
depression sucks... sorry