Cold heart torn apart,
mixed feelings harsh dealings,
shes alone her soul has flown,
dark days as she lays,
skin marked forever scarred,
beautifully broken her pain never spoken

Hurtin people every where i go
maybe i should just go back and lay in my hole.
wishing everyones pain to go way
so i'll help them by leaving the world today.

It was just too much pain to be true - And it was all she could think to do - She took the knife from the shelf - And saved her from herself.

Im not afraid to die...im afraid of having having friends and family suffer the pain of losing someone.

" My time has come, to give up and be hung."

Its always good to feel scared, to feel afraid to die, that means you still have something to lose, and that kept you alive.

Her stomach churns in painful knots,
While still holding on to her chest.
Deciding she must tell somebody something,
With her last dying breath.

From my latest poem, "An Angel's Calling"..

I see you, breathe you, hear your voice in my head everyday ever since you left you're alive in my mind just far away from me where i can't touch you, smell your sweet scent, hold you to my body. i miss you, R.I.P ben i won't ever forget

...it is because of death I am not scared of livin life...

"I do not fear death, I welcome it with open arms."