They say God only gives you enough hardship in life you can handle. Then I ask you this why every morning we hear of people committing suicide leaving notes that say " life was just to hard to survive"

Whomever said the first cut is the deepest never used a sharp blade.

{wAt wouLd it t8 for U [to] noTice} da:
[paIn] she fEels
[liFe] sHe miSses
[crAzy] shE suFfocates
[huRt] shE caRries
[loneNess] haUntin her
[tEars] shE cRys
[daMage] dAt haS beEn dUn
[scArs] shE hiDes
[deAth] shE craVes

A suicidal girl
caught in this messed up world
cutting deeper and deeper
cuz no one thinks she's a keeper

I pledge for my dead heart a place of resting
Let my body decay till I'm ashes once more!

It was out of their control,
It was time for you to go.
You left this world without a sound,
Silently sleeping as your heartbeat slowed down.

R.I.P Sidney Jack Rickett

I hate you, you hate me, were a f**ked up family
With a gun to the head
Ill soon be dead
Wont you save me from this hell

I promise I will never forget you.
I swear I'll live for you.
Ashes to ashes
Dusts to dust.

I am dead,
please dont try to save me now,
you had your chance,
you gave it up.

That one chance
was my one reason
to stay alive,
now it's gone,
and I am dead

I'm drowning in my music
blocking out the screams of my head
that fill my heart up with nothing but
negativity, pain and death...

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