"They can choke me more and more, forever tightening the noose around my neck, but it is still up to me to jump off that chair, they can never push me"

I hate you, you hate me, were a f**ked up family
With a gun to the head
Ill soon be dead
Wont you save me from this hell

Im sicking of being fake
and so unreal
the marks dont lie
about the way you made me feel
-sabrina

The rock in my garden
The picture on my wall
The images in my sleep
The darkness in the hall
Yes, I know that you aren't there
But I still see you everywhere

With every tear that i cry
Another part of me wants to die
But every word that you say
Gets me through another day

Often suicidals dont want to die, not in the split second we do it, we want other people to see the physical pain we go through because of the mental pain they inflicted on us before we do die.

Have you ever just wanted to wake up in a hospital bed to hear the nurse tell your family you're not going to make it??

"People who said it is better to have loved and lost, never really lost the one they love."

If I Died Tonight Would You Care?Would you Even Notice? ♥

When a girl loses her grandpa
~~she loses her best friend