I wish next time i go to bed
they'd be the last tears that i drop
I wish that soon I'll fall asleep
and then, yeah, never wake up

(c) azii

When I die, dont cry because I am dead, cry because I changed your life

*nOt Mine*

Falling down in a sea of tears
unable to catch my breath
i am drowning in my fears
this could be my death.

Keep those you love close.
you never know when you could lose them.

Lock and load
with all this ammunition.
get in the car,
do a head on collision.
sitting here thinking...

hmm.

decisions, decisions.

They say life was a gift from god.. but life is full of pain and hurt.. i just didn't know a gift could cause so much pain .. i dont want another gift..

Sometimes i get angry and scream I HATE MY MUM. I WISH SHE WAS DEAD !! but then one day i had a dream and in it my mum died. i woke up my face and pillow was wet my nose was running i was crying.and from that moment i realised. I CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY MUM.

Day after day I let you hurt me
but one day your going to wake up and I'm not going to be here anymore

When death shows it's final thanks,
you know you've been damned.
when death shows his truest face,
a game shall hold death in your own hands.

If I die tonight no one would care, so with this blade I bid the farewell