I live to die
I die to live

Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts which you caused

Pick yourself up off the bathroom floor
throw the razors away, and clean up the blood
your so much better then this! your beautiful I swear
but it seems the only one who can't see it is you

I'm not dat innocent

I thought I could handle this, but I really can't..

I knew you'd give up on me..

Sat on the link road bridge dangling my legs off the edge waiting to get enough courage to jump

I just want to know if one day I'll wake up, and finally be okay with where I am in life.

Im over the pain you caused. I don't want to feel the anger burning inside me anymore;

So you continue to enjoy your life; and leave me alone so I can start to enjoy mine.

To my dad.
.. + 7395890 other negative influences.

The voices in my head wouldn't shut up today. I swear they're real. They repeat every insult my mom has ever yelled at me, if people around me are yelling...
~Shades of Gray