I knew you'd give up on me..

Sat on the link road bridge dangling my legs off the edge waiting to get enough courage to jump

I just want to know if one day I'll wake up, and finally be okay with where I am in life.

Im over the pain you caused. I don't want to feel the anger burning inside me anymore;

So you continue to enjoy your life; and leave me alone so I can start to enjoy mine.

To my dad.
.. + 7395890 other negative influences.

The voices in my head wouldn't shut up today. I swear they're real. They repeat every insult my mom has ever yelled at me, if people around me are yelling...
~Shades of Gray

I see beauty in everything else, but myself.

Why not just end it now? We are all gonna die someday anyway.

I AM HAPPY.

That's just the saddest lie..

Im a cutter..
Shhh.. Don't tell,
It's socially unacceptable
that i express pain.

[silence]
"If a girl cries in the dark do you still see her pain"