I used to be able to move mountains
depression has taken all of my strength

As i walk through the rain, hoping no one will notice my pain.
im trying to hold back the tears,
the ones i've tried to hold back for so many years.
I feel like i cant be strong anymore,
what is it that i've got to live for?

I am so tired of defending my depression
it's not somehing I have chosen

I've try to comfort my self but i can't,
i've try to make my self busy but you always get into my mind..and then i realized that i can't do it if without you.. 'coz only you can solve the emptiness of my heart..

All I want is to have my life back
depression has taken it

When you look at me
what do you really see

Staring out of the windows to see the grey world what is nothing more then endless misery.

I hate crying during the day cause everyone can tell i'm crying by the two black streaks running down my face...

They say you are what you eat. So I am nothing.

I'm sorry but am not as perfect as i look.
obviously looks arent everything...