I tried to stop... i tried, but like they had said the bottles consumed me and i fell into that darkness after 2 weeks of goodness :( ... how a waste of a human being i am :/

Please save me from the hell i am in
Abused and tormented
Please save me
My true love

Life is tough,
Nothing worth having is easy,
But when your heart and soul ache every day,
And you can't figure out,
How to fill that hole,
It pulls you down,
Deep into the dark,
Further and further every day.

Why am I so close to tears?
Have all of my fears
finally come to bring me down?
To make a permanent frown
upon my face...
I guess, I don't anymore have a place.

I want to talk about it, I can't
it hurts to much

Yes, words do hurt...
But its the thoughts that kill.

Its getting so hard, the booze is becoming highly tempting .... one little drink wouldn't hurt would it ? or would it consume me completely?

There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.

Mirrors are nothing but liars...
They tell you that you're beautiful then when you go outside people say another...

These wounds are from yesterday
today, I am healing
tomorrow, I start to live