Pop another pill,
smoke some more
have a drink
and cut deeper than ever before

You know deep inside you're wrong and I'm right :D

I can't just sit back and watch yourself destroy yourself.
It's killing me inside and it's literally killing you.

I want this over

The worst reason for depression is being the reason for someone else's..especially if it's a loved one.

"You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someoneelse happy, no matter what most people havebeen taught and accept as true."

Told my best friend what I've been doing , regret it terribly now that she looks at me with such judging eyes......

All they see is the smiles and the laughing part of me, why can't they look a little closer and see my cold and distant eyes that bear so many burdens someone my age shouldn't have. i'm starting to think i need help .... but i dont know how to get it :(

Tonight is one of those nights where saddness takes over where sleep should be...

Cutting my losses
was the best thing to do
it helped me to heal and move on