Every day i c what cant b
every night i c what should have never been seen

Sick of crying...tired of trying.... Yeah im smiling...but im dying inside.

Watching the blade sink in as I look in the mirror. I scream at the reflection. How dead she looks, how ugly and fat and useless she is. Her eyes are dead but tears still fall. What has she done to herself?

I dont care anymore. Im gonna cut until I bleed so much I cant feel anything.

It's not so bad, you're only the best I ever had. You don't want me back. You're just the best I ever had.

A pain so deep, It hurts like a knife. But wounds heal, and I'll go on with my life.

I want to see you but i don't because you are not the one loved by me in that olden days.

Life may have changed you and i don't want to remind you that.

I wish you could see past this mask...
maybe you would treat me differently,
but that's just a guess.

I feel trapped like there's no way out. Betrayed by my bestfriend and my first boyfriend since the accident. What a friend?

It's funny how my eyes look the best after I've cried...