How did I ever get this broken?

I Wish That Every Tear Could
Erase A Bad Memory..........

My Smile hides my pain

You make me want to feel alive,
Because honest to god I'm dead inside.

When you're alone...everything changes.

And as I took that final breath... I finally felt alive.

I've never really opened up my heart and loved, but now that I think about it, I'm glad I haven't.

I'm left all alone in this secretive world,
All of the thoughts in my mind are swirled.
I'm out of control spiraling down,
I don't want help so I don't make a sound.

It's dangerous, dark, and deep,
Something I will always keep.
Only one other person knows it; they're dead,
The secret was so awful; they killed themselves instead.

Remember me happy,
Like I always wanted to be.