My childhood dreams I can't really see,
Everything I am is all that I wished I'd never be.
I feel myself pushing and pulling away,
I can feel it, today's the day I'm going to cave.

I feel like everything you have is not mine.

I want something to make feel better, instead of smoking and drugs.

Someone remind me how to smile, and I mean a real smile. Not that fake smile I put on everyday.

"I wish I could see a therapist before I kill myself."

If only if only....

"I try holding back the tears to stop myself from feeling weak. Then I realize when I cry it is my way of releasing some pain. I'll cry when I'm alone."

You took my boyfriend... wow. great friend.

Gals have liberty to give words not herself...

Wish i didn't feel so down...i hate my frown...im not even silly like a clown... i nearly make a sound...."RKM'