"I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any of me left."

"Just when I thought my life was coming together, I realized it was just starting to fall apart."

Tears burn more than fire.

"It's been 7 months and four days since you took your love away and I am still depressed baby."

The beginnings and ending will always be just about hating myself..whatever happens in between will be reasons to either give up or carry on a bit more.

I breathe and move in pre- written motions.
All of the time trying to hide my emotions.
Please somebody end this misery,
When I look around pain and sadness is all I see.

Drown me in that clear drink,
Cause I don't even want to think.
If it doesn't make my mind still,
I'm gonna scream loud and shrill.
I FEEL LIKE I"M DYING INSIDE,
ALL I HAVE LEFT IS A AN EMPTY SOUL, HEART, AND MIND.

Their happiness brings out the worst in me.

Living is half pretending...and remaining half is sleeping....

My fear is eating me alive,sometimes I just wanna cry,don't let me die alone...