Y cant i do anything right?

My screams maybe silent
but my cuts and scars see to scream out :/

Slit my wrist and hope to die
surviving is the worst pain

I give up
go on do your worst
you can never make me feel anymore worthless than i feel now
the best thing you can do for me is puting me out of my misery

Why girls always beg for apology to their former boy friend after they get married? is it what goes around comes around?

I had a dream that I died. Then I had the nightmare that I was still alive

I dont even know who i am anymore
i look in the mirror and the girl lookin back has blood dripping down her face wheres the old me? were am i?

I hurt myself so you dont have to

Sometimes I forget. Thank you for being there to remind me of exactly how worthless I am.

I used to think that i was the play boy but it hurts when i realize that i was used by them to play.