I couldn't help it.. the razor called me back

I'm too depressed to die.

I never tried so hard for what i don't deserve.....i think i should have tried.

Dear, I'll come 2 u when ur search is over.u ve option,i ve emotion.u ve chances,i ve reminisces.u go there,i stay here.u tell lies,i ve half hrt which dies.u ve heaven,i ve hell.u ve fears, i ve tears.don't worry i ven't cried it yet!!!

Whnever i think abt her...i tell myself..."yes i changed her...bt sadly sum1 else took the benefit of it"... :(

I stopped cutting for you...but now, I have nothing to stop me. You fixed me, just to break me. So thank you.

I'm just a ticking bomb, and it's hopeless. You should toss me like a hand grenade, because once the timer runs out, there's no chance it will end well.

I wish I could let out all my thoughts.. Tell them everything.. Let go of the lies and secrets.. Stop hiding the scars and the pain.. And I wish I could just be happy.

I can take anything, i just need to know im not worthless to you like i am to everybody else.

You can promise me that there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

But right now it's dark, I can't see the light... And this is a really long tunnel...