|
What I want is what I've not got, and what I need is all around me. |
|
When i saw my father crying because i wanted to die, i felt so terrible it made me think i deserved to die |
|
I wish i could love him as much as he loves me....but he destoryed me and i'm still hurting |
|
The haunting of yesterday |
|
As I slide the razor across my wrist, I'm just hoping for someone to come take it out of my hand. |
|
As he looked at me crying he asked "what's wrong" and the simplest answer I could think of was "what's right" |
|
I use my friends to hid my depression...they make me seem happy alot of the time...... am i a bad person for that? |
|
You don't need to tell me to be nice to people everywhere I go. I am never rude to anyone. What makes you think that I would want to turn into someone like you? |
|
Thinking about my how my Mother decides to ignore and forget about all things he says to hurt me, makes me believe that I am all the things he tells me I am. |
|
The way you have always put me down, made me who I am today. A shy, depressed, scared, insecure person who doesn't believe in herself at all. |