I'm done with everything.
There really isn't much to live for anymore.
No one to please.
Only I care.
Yolo<3

Whats done is done whats said is said the words i love u which u said will forever be in my head

People tell me i cant be sad because Im always smiling, no one seems to see that its because that smile is painted over me.

No one see the tears behind the mask I wear so well, no one seems to care that its hurting so deep inside, no one tires to look behing those painful smiles.

Its like im running up a moutain I work really hard to get up and be happy, but i know Ill just come down again and stop trying, and fall down and down once again.

Losing myself, from acting like someone Im not, but now who am I, where did I go, Where is my true face behind all these masks?

It's complicated how you can be addicted to the pain, the cutting, the alcohol, the drugs.. You never really can stop though, you never get out of the habit. It's constantly on your mind.

Happiness is just an illusion that doesn't last.

Why does pain came when everything is going good for once

I just wana hide and lets see who's going to care and find me :/