I'm tired of being nice to people who don't give a shit about me.

She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, a disguise so you won't recognize, the girl is really me...

"I just want someone here to listen, without saying a word, I guess thats what dairies and stuff animals are for..."

Closer and closer, the wind pushes me to the edge. One more step and down I go. One more step, and I'm falling forever.

One morning you wake up afraid to live.

Standing on the cliff of trust. Looking down, there is no bottom. No end to whatever may come, no hope of ever reaching the bottom- to die.

I'm not a TOY
I'm not a robot,
I have feelings that can be hurt
Hope you know that!!

I hope you never come back around.

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

The taste of regretting yesterday is so strong.