God, I think I'm going crazy
Maybe it's better than staying sane
But please don't ask me why
If there's a bullet in my brain

-thinking of making it into a poem-

Don't be fooled by what you see
The smile on my face was never set free
It's only a front of who I want to be
It's what's lurking beneath that's killing me
~ Liz ~

You are the only person that can make me smile and make me cry at the same time
~ Liz ~

Every tear drop that falls, traces down to my lips. I can then taste the bitterness of my pain
~ Liz ~

You see me but you don't SEE me
~ Liz ~

You said you would die if I leave, but in your eyes I'm already gone
~ Liz ~

I'll pretend that I am OK, while you pretend to care
~ Liz ~

I don't even have to try to be invisible
~ Liz ~

You asked me if I was OK
I said "I'm fine", turned and walked away
Tears came streaming down my face
Coz of all the screwed up emotions I can't replace
~ Liz ~

In my dreams you are real
~ Liz ~