Ive become a person who cant sleep alone i toss and turn wanting to feel a warm body beside me, with their arms around my waist.

"Forgiveness is harder to come by nowadays..."

"I wish we could erase all those painful memories of each other, I just want to start over."

Can you see all the lies
Hidden deep within my eyes
Cut my tears, set me free
Soon I will no longer be me

-thinking about turning it into a poem-

I feel like i'm suffocating, part of me wants you to save me, and the other part's saying that he doesn't care enough to save you..

I'm not okay. You're not okay. and that's okay.

I've been faking this smile for so long now.. sometimes i wonder if people even notice.

Words are like bullets. . and they kill just as good as any gun.

Reality scares me.

I've had time, and i've had change. i've been so broken and yet i still can't explain. .