She tried to be there for everyone else,
But doesn't realize she's falling apart, herself.

You breakdown tonight, lifes been unfair to you mum, a 24 marriage ends, all i can do is walk away, drink in hand, blast the music and cry myself to sleep..sorry im not strong enough to hold you.

Right now, i feel if i were to end it, the world wouldn't stop in the slightest.

Down this drink and take this knife, sit in a corner and carve away my life

I dont want to wake up

"I wanted to be an astronaut. To fly so high, so far beyond this whole wide world.... But I never had to worry about a crash landing, because I never even took off."

Even as a charade i suck, I need to go my own way before you realise Im just one girl with too many things haunting her for you to stand a chance at fixing her. But how does she leave when his her air.

I love you still with every piece of my broken heart. But now i will use them to cut my wrists.

She says she's fine, but she's going insane.
She says she feels good, but she's in a lot of pain.
She says it's nothing, but it's really a lot.
She says she's ok, but really she's not.

Every scar has a story to it, but every cut has a reason.