Fake little friends
Ugly little lies
So sick of no one caring I just wanna die...

From my poem 'Failing at Life'

No one cares. I don't belong. Not anywhere; I'm not that strong.

'You say I'm fake-emo? You say you don't believe I would actually commit suicide? You say i do it for the attention!?!?! Well maybe actually pulling the trigger this time might change your mind....'

And as your promise shatters, so does my life. </3

She cuts,
But no longer feels.
She cries,
But sees no tears.
She hopes,
But disappiontment fills her heart.
She loves,
But only hurts.

She tried to be there for everyone else,
But doesn't realize she's falling apart, herself.

You breakdown tonight, lifes been unfair to you mum, a 24 marriage ends, all i can do is walk away, drink in hand, blast the music and cry myself to sleep..sorry im not strong enough to hold you.

Right now, i feel if i were to end it, the world wouldn't stop in the slightest.

Down this drink and take this knife, sit in a corner and carve away my life

I dont want to wake up