Cry in silence. No-one Listening

I been calling..
but, yall missed it.

By the time you get it,
I'll just be another statistic.

I’m sitting here in tears because I know eventually I’m going to kill myself. It may not be today, tomorrow or a year from now but I know I will.

My karma. I don’t want to be with someone I can be with but can’t be with someone I want to be with.

To live in palette of greys

You can't laugh at me,
if I'm laughing with you.

I’ve been dead for a long time. You don’t have to kill yourself to die.

when the pains all I can keep,
all I wants to fall asleep,
and dream that I can be,
someone loved by me

When on the sunniest days the darkests clouds are seen... show them a friendly smile or share a kind word, that'll help those clouds, to blow on by.

Why can’t I just be happy