I only drink late because i miss you and can't sleep alone anymore, i need something else, a drug to poison me to sleep.

I cant sleep soundly knowing ive upset you, make me cold so these demons dont bother me.

My only prayer is to never need someone as much as i feel about you. . the nights seem to drag.

DON'T JUMP

I feel like were in two different worlds, cause when I reach out with my most heartfilled intentions...my cries fall on deaf ears.

She's lying in the darkness..
Gasping between cries..
Torn apart, in pieces..
Trapped in her disguise..;;

I Bleed
From
The Deep Cuts
Full Of
Hurt,
Lonleyness,
Most Of All
Abondenship
I Dont Know
Whats It Like
To Be Loved
For Who
I AM!

I used to get uptight about the littlest things... Untie the knots and loosen the strings.

My punishment of living to the next day,
when will a reward come my way?

I stare into your eyes..only to see the man I once Loved..replaced by you