I'm so sick && tired of being sick && tired..

Her eyes begin to burn
As this acid runs down her face
Scarring her once beautiful features
With memories of distaste

From my poem: The Girl With Scars on Her Face

..and so i suffered uncontrollably, though there were smiles, i feel no regret nor remorse for what my fate has brought me....misery!

Sometimes there's nothing left
and when you look in the mirror
all you see is regret

There are things in life i just may not understand but when it comes to knowing how to take care of things i am the best but right now i feel as if my heart has been ripped out of my chest

I kinda like that girl
But she's being own by someone else
Damn, im in a mess

I kinda like that girl
But she's being own by someone else
Damn, im in a mess

Trying to be better than me

In the hospital i made some great friends, now im home and falling apart once again

Spending this last month in the hospital showed me how much i really hate my life, i really dont care anymore!!!!