"Im not so suicidal after all"-- The Cranberries

Right now i feel like live or die whats the difference?

Somethings empty in us, you dont have that smile you used to, am i losing you, dont stay with me because its easier..stay with me, because im what you need to wake up.

I face the night alone, will i drink it away or for once actually stand the loneliness without one shedded tear.

I breathe you in again
just to feel you
underneath my skin
holding on to
the sweet escape
is always laced with a
familiar taste of poison

I tear you down
i make you bleed
eternally
can't help myself
from hurting you
and its hurting me
i don't have wings
so flying with me won't be easy
cause im not an angel
im not an angel

Reality is just an illusion of the mind

There are no such words" i love you"

~even my mom thinks im a screw up~

i guess that is all i will ever be

~and it comes down to the point where i am starting to believe" what do i have to live for"