So hows it gunna be when there's no one there to talk to.

The worst is over.

I just need to be myself again, there's no one else left to be.

The world doesn't need me here anymore.

If there's one thing that she's good at, its pretending that everything is ok.

"Im not so suicidal after all"-- The Cranberries

Right now i feel like live or die whats the difference?

Somethings empty in us, you dont have that smile you used to, am i losing you, dont stay with me because its easier..stay with me, because im what you need to wake up.

I face the night alone, will i drink it away or for once actually stand the loneliness without one shedded tear.

I breathe you in again
just to feel you
underneath my skin
holding on to
the sweet escape
is always laced with a
familiar taste of poison