No matter how much light you have in your life
There is always shadows

22-6-2008

I never seem to find
Time for the ones I love
But always have
Time for the tears

6-6-2008

My sweetest dream
Is the one of my perfect suicide
Can dreams become a reality?

Originally written 5-6-2008

There's no once upon a time
There's no perfect timing
There's no happy ending

Originally written on 1-6-2008

I'll fake this smile for you
I'll live in false pretense for you
Just for you to feel safe at night

Originally written 23-5-2008

My best lie ever. . .
My life

Originally written 23-5-2008

Black mascara tears are running down my face
Removing the mask that hides the pain
Revealing my true face

Originally written 23-5-2008

There is only pain and guilt and the misery of knowing who you are

I just want to end all of this, my life i dont want to live, y am i holding on? i dont know anymore

Have you ever run for so long that your knees fell from underneath you because you were just trying to get away from everything bad in your life?