I want to paint a picture
The most beautiful thing you've seen
The sky would be clear
This picture would be clean

I would paint it of butterflies
Of purple skies
Of black horses
And the most beautiful lies

Why Do I Feel So Alone, When I'm Surrounded By People?

Today I'm going to try to smile. Just for you.

Changing all the locks, cause i can't change you.

The only word to describe how i feel right now is so simple, devine and miss understood
that word is no other then Sad.

I don't know what to say anymore. I've lost all words for you.

I've stopped caring.
Even about the things that used to make me smile.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, that's better than a temporary solution to a permanent problem.

I guess the only reason I haven't gotten help is so everybody doesn't see who I really am, but if I don't get help I hurt the people who already see that side of me.

I want to scream and shout and cut myself until my whole body is covered in blood, I want to make it a play for you, and want you to see how much I'm really damaged.