Good to know that when you need someone important in your life....that person doesnt care
or never seems to be there.

I'm always the girl to listen....never the one to talk.

Pain....its all I've ever known.

Please save me from this world I never belonged in. Release me from this prison that I was never welcome in. I was never wanted and never fit in so save me and free me please.

Tears falling down, my heart hits the ground, I'm fading faster, deeper into the darkness. Will he be able to catch me one final time?

Please don't be sad. I couldn't do this anymore. I couldn't live like this anymore. All this pain was just kicking down my door. When you read this I'll be bleeding on the floor.

Anxious and lonely, right in the center of it all. The pain doesn't leave me alone, its a part of me now. Further away from sanity I move, nothing is left to prove. Days are getting longer, longer are the nights.

I am always compared and discriminated...
when come the day I will be praised?

Why do I shun care?
Is that a strategy to claim more concern my way?
Do you blame me?

My song lost its heartbeat