Waiting to fight for my right not to feel like this waiting for my emotions to go and flee me from this pain of all those word's u said waiting to feel like me again.

It's all falling apart, I can't hold it together I've failed...

I'm scared to do something stupid and hurt all those around me

** s0mtYms i fEeL tHAt wAiTing f0r u iS Lyk wAitiNg f0r a 'bUs' iN a --tRain sTati0n-- **

** iS iT wr0nG t0 wAnt U??

** t0 sPend Lil' tYm wth u??

** t0 LaUgh aNd cRy wiT u??

::::> weLL, i gUesS fR0m tHe sTarT, LikiNg u wAs a miStaKe aNd l0viNg wAs a Sin.... :'c

...and she became just what they said she would worthless and alone

Can ppl please comment on my newest poem it would mean a lot i want to know if i still have the writing nack =]

YOU SAY THAT YOUR OK
YOU SAY THAT YOUR NOT SAD

BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE IT HURTS
SO BAD :(

No one really understands what she's going through, Even though the professionals think they do, But how do they know what goes through her head? -When she lies awake in bed wishing she was dead.

I want a blade to cut deep in my skin, but I'm afraid to show it.