M ready 2 say a million times tht i dun love u if ur ready 2 say juz 1c tht u love me... :(

I'm afraid of me, my own thoughts.
So i sit here, paralyzed with fear, unable to move.
All alone, trapped in my on head.
wishing to be anyone else but me.

* && I don't even know who I am anymore, I've been acting all this time that I lost who I was. . .

* I've been putting up this fake smile for so long that I don't even know when I'm being real or not. . .

Its so funny how sometimes your so hurt and tired of everything that there is no more room left for sadness in you heart....so you carry on the days with a smile on your face but inside you have a broken heart.

Why do i let people in? When i already know in the end they are gonna leave me....just like everyone else. </3

And it all ends up coming to the fact : the whole world is a LIE.

I may be short,
But I walk tall

With every scar, there's a reason.

And the PeRfEcT scares across mi wrists are the only sighn of {PAIN} cause i *LoCk* it all away untill i know im safely hiden in the confines of the four walls of mi room