But yet you won't ask about me..

Scars scars and more scars

I'm addicted to the pain

Tonight is the night that I might go crazy...

Deeper deeper and deeper....more more more

I can't help it...I have to do this...it's the only way

I can't help it...I have to do this...it's the only way

It's one of those days where I just feel like I have to apologize for being alive.

Watch my eyes close and me fall into a deep sleep... #goodbye

I was two months clean. I relapsed only this time I think I'm getting addicted again *sigh*