I couldn't go thru with the first attempt... why? Because the thought of you crossed my mind and stopped me...

But yet you won't ask about me..

Scars scars and more scars

I'm addicted to the pain

Tonight is the night that I might go crazy...

Deeper deeper and deeper....more more more

I can't help it...I have to do this...it's the only way

I can't help it...I have to do this...it's the only way

It's one of those days where I just feel like I have to apologize for being alive.

Watch my eyes close and me fall into a deep sleep... #goodbye