I feel, yet I'm unable to heal.

I feel utter sadness, when its dark, an no-ones around, yet i tell myself i like to be left alone...

I can hold my liquor much longer than my mother ever held me.

When I'm numb I want to feel...but when I feel I want to be numb...... :|

I really thought i loved you
but you know what?
i'm gonna pretend i never did
and say i just screwed you for the fun of it

You call me weak because I cry. But if you went through one day of my life, you'd realize crying's the strongest thing I can do.

T.G.R.

And she was so tired of boys using her.....

She stood there not even crying
Because she was starting to just feel so....
NUMB

And she sings herself to sleep
Because she has nobody else to do it for her

If having depression is a good excuse to cut then why don't i??