Dad,,,i want my life back,,,
is it too much to ask for?

When pain starts to make you feel alive.. you know you've crossed the point of no return

You know you've become dead inside when pain doesn't bother you anymore

You want it to hurt
You want it to bleed
The cut of the knife
That you no longer feel

I wish my mouth had a backspace key....then maybe i wouldnt be so messed up

Beauty really is just skin deep
Because underneath my face
Horrible and dwelling thoughts
Make my life a waste

& everything is going wrong
& there's nothing i can do...

Rain comes down around me, this time no one can no longer see my tears, They thunder blocks out my crys and yelles. With lighting coming down missing me every strike it takes , im scared and I cnat do much more.I am alone in this storm called life

It seems like everytime i try to talk im talking to a wall and thing things are bouncing right back at me and hitting me harder and harder

These burns cant even compare to the pain you've caused me or even make it fade